Interesting Start to the Day...

I woke up, after my sweet husband allowed me to sleep in again, and I went to check my BBT from 4:45 this morning.  It had jumped!  What does this mean??? 

Probably nothing.  I actually felt warm when I woke and was all wrapped in the blankets.  You can't ever tell anything from one temp alone, so only time will tell.  I've never ovulated on my own, so this would be very odd.  So either my body was just warmer this morning, or maybe it thinks it's suppose to be ovulating and is doing another one of those "gearing up but never gets the job done" kind of things again.  I know it's not safe, healthy, or recommended that you conceive after a miscarriage, and we've not been actively trying.  There's not been any fertility meds, no OPKs, no pre-seed or instead cups.  And as for baby dancing... there's been much less of that too!  LOL  It's my stupid ovaries way of saying... "Ha ha ha, I know you can't use them this month, so here!  Here are some eggies!"  Stupid hateful ovaries.

This is my chart right now

I got online to chart my temp and then jumped over to Baby Center to see how much was new since Sunday.  I had a personal message from a friend whose chart had been looking great and she had made it to the end of her luteal phase (LP), but she hadn't tested.  She wanted to let me know that she had in fact tested and got her BFP but was worried about making me sad, so she didn't post about it.  That was SO sweet, but unnecessary.  I am truly happy for my friends and co-workers who are pregnant.  It's hard to explain my feelings really.  I guess I'm being judgmental without meaning to be.  It's the ones wth "oops, I'm pregnant" pregnancies, the ladies who still do drugs, smoke, and drink through their pregnancy, and the ones who don't care for the little gifts they've already been given.  Oh, and don't forget the ones who have babies in order to get more money from the government.  But this friend doesn't fit into ANY of these categories.  I'm very happy and excited for her and I hope she knows that.

Then, as I was checking my favorite (and basically the only group I participate in) thread, I found out one of our other members got her BFP this morning!!!  Wow!  What a special day.  I'm SO excited for all of the good blessings being handed out. 

My turn is coming... I just KNOW it is!  God is prepairing me.  I'm not sure exactly what he's preparing me for, but hopefully it's for baby real soon. 

God bless each and every one of you who keep us in your prayers and who are taking this journey with us.  THANK YOU!