Not Sure I'm Ready to go Back...

Wednesday I'm suppose to go back to work, and I don't know if I'm ready.  I mean, my cramping has lessened quite a bit and my bleeding has slowed to where it's not wide open all day.  So what's bugging me?  Honestly, it's all the pregnancy in my department.  I love the gals I work with, I really, really do.  They've never made me feel like they are better than me, and they've always been very supportive.  But this time just feels different.  When I miscarried before, I knew everyone was pregnant, but it wasn't visible.  Now, everyone is all poked out with their pregnant bellies and there's just no escaping it.  How do I go back, knowing I just lost my baby again, and have to look at all these sweet wonderful ladies who have everything I want????  Unfortunately, I'm not made of money and I have to work, otherwise, I'd just stay home for a while.  That being said... how do I cope with this?  I'm dreading going back on Wednesday.  Just dreading it.  I've just lost my baby, again, and have to return to work this week and be surrounded by pregnancy.